zha dou

this afternoon, in the car..

mum: we're going to eat yong tow foo now since it's late already

me: har?? mm moi lar.. ngo mm sik geh..

dad: of course you don't want lar.. you don't eat tofu also

swt!!

HAPPY CHRISTMAS!!

yes yes yes.. i am very happy!! I can proceed to Sem 4 next year! this would be the biggest christmas gift from santa. hahahahahhhh!!

last night marks i'm no longer a club-virgin. nyeheheheh

had a really nice and enjoyable weekend with the girls. lovin' it very much.
my boy boy is away and i miss him!

HAPPY 8TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY TO MY DARLING AND MYSELF!!!!

The blog has been dull lately due to the boring posts that lack of pics. here i'm gonna upload some.

This was on last tuesday. Went to Pyramid with my coursemates for movie, jalan-jalan and makan-makan. Watched Phobia 2. Actually I did not watch. I was horrified the whole time until i my beh tahan-ness made me to walk out from the cinema with some of my friends. We thought for very very long to decide where to have our dinner. In the end, I suggested sakae sushi. So, the 4 of us went there then 2 more friends joined in later.

Last saturday, at Vista. The fried chickens were too salty. Oh yeah, in case if you don't know what are those 'yat pek yeh' beside the chickens. Those are fried oyster mushroom. Mission failed. Couldn't make it like AC's. LoL... I also boiled barley until we almost puke. Boiled too much. Wasted that I had to pour away 3/4 of it.

Lunch on the next day. Carbonara with mushroom, minced beef and bbq chicken ham. This one was yummy!

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY!!! <3

i am left with one paper. i'm praying very hard to God, this is my very very last one for sem 3. as the clock strikes 4pm sharp on tomorrow, i'll be stressless.. then will be going out with my coursemates and go home the following day (wed). chickens, i am free to go out with you all.. time to catch up catch up..

s c r e w e d

perhaps i should really find a new way of studying. a way which can really make me fully comprehend and remember by heart, every single thing that i read. i felt so helpless when i was doing those papers. especially those on thursday and friday. i did so terrible this time. i'm just hoping to pass, that's all. not having any higher expectation. just a pass will do. please...
so yeah, i finally couldn't take it and stand the stressn anymore on thursday. i've never had such kind of strong feeling before when i sit for an examination. it was like, i didn't want to continue cracking my head to think of what sorts of craps that i could write out, just for the sake of not leaving the paper blank when i knew the answers are definitely WRONG! felt so helpless and wtf did i study. couldn't think of anything. I am USELESS.
my parents called me a few times that night. i cried. this is the second time i broke down. dad was so worried. he wanted to come to bukit jalil and he found an excuse saying that he intended to send soup for me to drink. but i knew he actually was very very worried. and then he called me for the third time. saying that he was so wanted to see me and he would come after work to fetch me back to ampang. i thought i could pretend to be strong in front of them. but this time, i really couldn't. there are some other things that he told me. guess it's time i better get back to study. ciaoz

ALL THE BEST FOR MY EOS 3!! AND ALSO TO THOSE WHO ARE SITTING FOR THEIR EXAMINATIONS, LENG KAIS SEKALIAN..!!!

all good good luck come to meeee......

sem 3 is a torture, needless to say sem 4 is gonna be a killer!

emotionally disturbed

i've been dreaming alot in these recent days. two of them involve my darling. Out of these 4/5 dreams, there's only one is considered pleasant (as compared to the rest), though it's not very actually. I can't recall much of what I dreamed about. But for what I remember now, this evening i took a nap. The dream was about me preparing to pack all my clothes to get back to Vista. It's kinda real, i don't know why. There's a part about me sitting for the eos but i really can't recall back of how and what happened. I teared. not in the dream. The feeling was like, i am partially imagining something instead of having a dream. It's undescribeale and very confusing. You know, something is spinning around in your brain, which is not under control and it's probably caused by too much of worries. Yeah, i know i should relax a lil. The pressure that i am experiencing right now is what others are having too. It's been quite long since i last had such kind of dream that would make me tear. I just hope this is not a bad sign. God, I am praying to you everyday. Please please please.. Can you hear my prayers?

i am very anxious and i feel really stressed out though if I compare myself to kimmy, andon, hui and maybe teng and mei.. i have two and a half week time to study. but i really think these 3 weeks are not gonna be enough for me to study everything. perhaps it'll just be a scan through. sigh.. why is life so... couldn't it be more wonderful? each day passes so unproductively.. i wasn't able to concentrate fully and memorize the important parts. the shitty thing is i couldn't make it to hit my daily target. i am such a bobo!!!! oh whyyyyyy.....???? i's already 5 am now.. and my target is to finish up 3 more sets of notes.. but it seems impossible.. the parents are going to wake up soon and will start to nag at me for not sleeping. but but but... having his accompany here with me though we are distanced is a bliss (yes, he has his things to do though..) the perasan side of me would just assume that he is staying up is just to be with me.. hahahaha and goshh.. i started to have the 'jealousy' kinda feeling.. just felt that i dislike about something undesirable by most girls.. but in fact, it's just a small lil thing or should I say nothing?? lol alright!! will read a few more slides, at least half of the notes then.. off i'm gonna shut down the pc and lights off!

Good morning people!! have a nice day = ) !!

HAPPY SIXTH MONTH ANNIVERSARY, DARLING!!!

Muackss muackss!!

Love you loads!

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO ANDON!! MUACKZZ

I

Peeps, I am very worried about myself. yes, again! most of you know me well. I am the very typical me. I am getting stressed up again after almost a week of raya break. I have yet to get my work done. Thank goodness, I've finished my microbio report and have printed it out. Next, my patho report. Gosh, I am not sure whether what I did is the same as what others do. And gosh, there still some parts which I do not know how to do. Who's on earth now can teach me how? I have not been studying for so many days. I planned to utilize this one week break to finish up all my reports, assignments and projects. My Bioinfo! I have to write 3000 words in essay. Yet, I still have not started to do a single research yet. Whattheheckareyoudoingallthiswhilelowwaifun????? haihz.. Arghh why did I choose to study this? And why would I always say I am enjoying what I am studying right now??? tell me please tell me... See, everyone is sleeping now and I should be having a peace of time to study. But I can't help, after one or two sentences I read my mind starts bringing me to some other parts of the world. from thinking of my worries to my cousin's wedding, my many undone works, my chicks, my honeydew and the bed! I feel bad. I promised my cousin sis that I would be able to be her 'jie mui' for her wedding. Now I am breaking her promise. I am only attending her wedding dinner. Sorry, sis!
I miss my boyfriend. Really miss him. Feel like chatting with him via sms. I want to bring us closer. We need to do things that can bond the two of us. I know I am bad in terms of expressing my love to him and I always talk to him in a very bad manner. I feel bad and sorry for both of my dearest friends for what they are going through right now. Well, that is life. Problems that God gives us to sail through, and to learn. I just want to tell them no matter what, you girls have to stay strong and we are here readily to support each other.
I better get back to what I am supposed to do now.

I feel like calling him and tell him Wo Ai Ni! haha! that's so stupid..

i love you to bits and pieces! muackss

i am looking forward to see you girls later. miss you gals so much!

I was hoping that you do not come back.

Ohh.. I'm depressed.

HAPPY SWEET 21ST BIRTHDAY TO DEARIE KIM KIM!!!

XOXO

*hugs*

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAR BAO BAO BEI BEI!!
*hugs*

fuck lah

i was

complained by my DEAR roomie last night (this morning, actually) due to my inconsiderate act on every night. I had been video calling with this friend of mine for almost every night. She was irritated and even went pissed for several times by making the "tsk tskk" sound or walk out from the room with a as-if-somebody-steal-her-bf face. so from now on, i guess i shall do my work, study, and talk on the phone outside at the living hall. I am direly in need of a single small room, do I? i guess so.. and oh yeah!! she finally wiped the floor on last friday..! wtf

i will break it. 100th day is coming.

HAPPY 3rd MONTH ANNIVERSARY, DARLING!

=D

a HAPPY birthday

I am gonna summarize how I celebrated my birthday. On last friday, July the 3rd me and Mei went to BB and we did some shopping. Went back to her house and met Teng and her sis. Kimmy and Chen came to fetch us for dinner.

Durian me and Mei bought at the pasar malam near her house. Very the unfortunately, nobody wants to finish it. I had to bring home. But quite the fortunate, my aunt said she that durian was from Thai and she liked it.

Now she's back to Malacca already. Missing you, girl!

This bobo girl didn't want to help us finish up the durian.

After dinner at see hum, we headed to MV for Delicious. After reaching there, we had to wait to get our table. There were not many choices of cake there. Then we decided to go Starbucks which is right opposite to Delicious. That's my cake, blueberry cheesecake. Thanks alot, my dearest chickens! We spent the whole night there chilling and chit chatting up till 12 plus (i think). We actually thought of going home late because it was the last night we could spend together as Mei had to be back in Malacca on Sunday.

I've blogged about my Saturday. And had told you girls what happened. I was probably a lil nervous and didn't know how/what to do.. So i was really shy and embarrased! haha but i guess Daniel would understand my situation. First time mar.. lol

This is my darling, Daniel. XD

On Monday, after class.. I was surprised by Uni mates. Li Xian told me that Keen Wai would come and bring us out to get some grocery stuffs to cook for dinner. I suggested that we should just dine outside instead of coming back home and cook because Keen Wai had to leave early to fetch his bro. Ok, so we went down to meet him. Suddenly we bumped into a few friends. Su Yu, Ji Sen, Shi Ying and Beng Hoong. I was really blur lahh.. Coz I didn't get enough of sleep and was super tired. So I just talked to them until I saw Keen Wai came. I goodbyed them and turned around then walked away. Li Xian suddenly said, Surprise!!.. But the very blur me wasn't paying attention. I could hear what she said at all and just walked away dengan selambanya.. lol As usual, I walked to him and we gave each other a tight hug. Few seconds later, I saw a guy walking toward us. It was Jian Wei with his new hairstyle. Then only I found that it was a surprise for me that all of them actually were there to celebrate with me. I was so malu to the extent that I so wanted to dig a lubang for myself and hide. Hahaha kena laugh like shit lar.. lol
Went for dinner at Sri Petaling. After dinner, they bought me a cake. Jian Wei suggested that we just blow the candles at the side of the road. It would be special enough for me to remember it. Jian Wei came up to my condo. I was really tired and I know I was super duper bad. BURUK HATI like shit. Coz I was waiting for him to ciaoz and I wanted to take my shower then get to bed early. Probably before I go to bed I could call darling and talk to him coz Hotlink was giving me this free call promotion to ONLY maxis numbers on that day. Ok, so I just kept quiet and played games on facebook while he and Li Xian did all the talking. I was not listening to what they say at all lar.. All I did were just playing games and texting my darling. When the clock stroke 12 sharp, Daniel called me. The two of them in my room also wished me. I then talked to him outside at the living room. Sorry lar.. that I didn't show my appreciation for both of you to be here for me. I know I'm bad. hehe

Tuesday, surprise by coursemates. Actually I've already expected there'll be a surprise. Coz we're doing this for everyone. These are the pictures. Oh yeah, Mahathis came to IMU for my birthday wei. his wife came as well.. Haha I'm sorry to my coursemates because they wanted to go out with me at night. I told them I wouldn't be free.. It's really nice of them lar.. Really appreciate that.

Classes on that day finished at 5pm. Daniel and his friend, Pierre reached here at about 6 plus.

The very SWEET brownie he baked for me.

Darling preparing dinner.

Carbonara Macaroni.

He didn't go home that night. Teman-ed me the whole night. We just slept on the couch at the living room. Omg lar.. I didn't bathe at all lar.. Coz whole night was with him. So sticky.. Then he left in the morning when I went for class. I was late for 10 mins! HAHA that's all for now lar.. it's really long lar this post.

Hmm I'm really happy.. Seriously.. This would be one of my birthdays I would never forget. Heheehhhehehe.. I love you, chickens.. My dearest zhi muis.. Thanks for everything and all your sweet sweet wishes! Am looking forward to next saturday. Also thanks to my IMU friends for the surprises. Last but not least, my parents and darling. I LOVE YOU!

I am down with sore throat and cough. It started on Sunday/Monday. It was worse on Tuesday. Today I have sexy voice..

I heart my honeydew

I went back to mummy's hometown on saturday evening. Uncle and cousie from S'pore came up. He brought back two diamond necklace for me to choose. He's working in a jewelry shop so he could help me get a better price for it. I don't really mind how the necklace design is, the only concern is the pendant of course. One is definitely out because the design does not suit my style at all. To me, I would think it is kind of old-fashioned. The other one is not bad. However I'd still prefer if there are more for me to choose the nicest one. Apart from that, I think it's too pricey even though it's already discounted. No point for me to buy something expensive that I don't really like, right?

So then the next day, Sunday.. Woke up super early in the morning, at 5.50am. Went to grandma's graveyard for prayer. I am such a bad grandchild to her because it was the very first time i went there. Sorry for not attending your funeral. I miss you, granny. I miss holding your hand.

At night, I was told by darling that he would have to attend his uncle's wedding dinner on saturday night when we were chatting on facebook. He just knew about it when the parents were home. He was darn pissed off and moody. I also kept quiet for a little while because I didn't know what to say when he's so marah. Later on, he told me he would be able to make it after the dinner which will be held at Sri Petaling.

I have to sacrifice a little. The cousie is back from Melbourne for almost a week already. And she is coming on Sunday for dinner. If I stay at Vista means I won't be seeing her. I don't think I will be seeing her the week after too. She'll only be here for like.. 3 weeks.. too bad lar, can't catch up with her.

Sometimes I really miss him to the extent that I want to pick up the phone and dial his number. Sometimes this feeling does not come to me. Why ar? So funny lar.. At times, I can smile from the heart when I receive his text messages. omg omg omg..

OMG

stupid time table was out yesterday. super packed schedule. damn it! everyday class. first day, first lesson, Drug Discovery wtf. 9.15 am - 5.00 pm on my birthday. shit. wish i won't die.

yay yay yay!! everything has been restored. special and many many THANKS to Datin Andon..!! Muackzz muackzz

everything here has gone haywire. is anybody there to help me fix the problem?

yellow!

I'm here to blog about my yesterday. How was your yesterday? Mine was great because I spent my entire day with my dearest chickens. Yet it was tiring.

Mei came to my house at about 11.30 am when I was busy letting Kiwi to do her business. I lost my patience and just carried her back into the house since she didn't look like she had any to do. So bobo.. She peed on the floor and I had to clean that few drops of yellow juice on the floor. Then we went to Sg Wang. Walked around and Mei bought her grey skinny jeans. Andon told us she wouldn't be joining us for lunch so we both ate at Pav's Pastamania.

We ordered set lunch. The pizza looks like an ordinary regular sized pizza huh?

It's not big actually but filling.

After Datin's arrival, we paid the bill and continued shopping. We tried on a few pieces of tops and dresses at Forever 21. Datin bought her shades while me and Mei bought a spaghetti each. Datin was very kind that she drove us to Sg Wang from Pav. She then drove back to Taman Bukit Teratai. We were stucked in the jam for quite awhile on the way back from Hang Tuah stat after picking up Zewei. Had video conference with that weirdo in Melb and waited for Kimmy to come. We decided to have our dinner at Nong and Jimmy's. Omg never ever we will go there again! Super disappointing the food there. We did not manage to finish the food probably because we did not have Tan Yee Hui's mouth and stomach to help us eat and store the remaining leftover there. ;P The next and last stop of the day was at Seven Star Cafe. Planned for my birthday and we are going to have a sleepover since it's been quite long since we last slept together. i have to postpone the celebration with you all so sad. *sobs* and somebody has to quarantine herself for a week before seeing us. lol one thing very funny, we felt young again when we played some stupid games! hahahaha Got home at about 11 plus. Thanks Datin for sending me home. = ) We should hang out more often, zhi muis! holidays are ending soon.

On a lighter not, I logged in my Xanga to read a few of the post entries the zhi muis wrote back in year 2005. Very reminiscing and I bet if you read, it's gonna make you laugh like shit.. all about the bfs. Especially C1's!

There are 3 very bobo posts I found written by Monster:-

#1

^C9^^

I DUN WANA DIE!!!!

BUT HAZE GONNA KILL US ALL!!!

CHICKENZZZ!!! DRINK LOTZZZ OF WATER N WEAR MASKZZZ!!!

N TAKE K OF UR FEATHERZZZZ.. . OWAZ WASH THEM

OTHERWISE DEY LL BE DIRTY!!! ;p

#2

roses are blue ,

daisies are red ...

chickens will be ducks ..

how can chicken be duck?

#3

Monday, February 20, 2006

KL, 20/2/2006 -- A chic named limbanhong is found having chic FEVER n partly DEAF in Pasar Port Dickson. After bein sent 2 Clinic Maideen Lama, doc told her dat dere's a lot of earwax in her ears.. (dun laugh).. She is veli sad bcoz her chicz din guan sam bout her, den blamed her 4 not telling them she is sick.. Accordin 2 Doc Jay Chou, a chic knot talk when she is too sick n when her hse phone rosak. So, it is not her fault dat those stupid chiczz dunno bout her sickness. Nyway, Doc Jay oso warned chicz not 2 use cotton bud 2 dig ur ears coz it is veli bad. Tq. -Thnx 4 readin da news article fr CHICZ EVRYDAY NEWS- P/S : Dis is written based on true story, plz dun laugh after readin it. Plz oso learn a lesson fr it wic is 2 guan sam ur fren when dey r sick, dun wait til it's too late. Editor : Miss Leng Mui c9

Ban, you are so crappy! Very long entry. gotta go watch movie now. Bye!