The blog has been dull lately due to the boring posts that lack of pics. here i'm gonna upload some.

This was on last tuesday. Went to Pyramid with my coursemates for movie, jalan-jalan and makan-makan. Watched Phobia 2. Actually I did not watch. I was horrified the whole time until i my beh tahan-ness made me to walk out from the cinema with some of my friends. We thought for very very long to decide where to have our dinner. In the end, I suggested sakae sushi. So, the 4 of us went there then 2 more friends joined in later.

Last saturday, at Vista. The fried chickens were too salty. Oh yeah, in case if you don't know what are those 'yat pek yeh' beside the chickens. Those are fried oyster mushroom. Mission failed. Couldn't make it like AC's. LoL... I also boiled barley until we almost puke. Boiled too much. Wasted that I had to pour away 3/4 of it.

Lunch on the next day. Carbonara with mushroom, minced beef and bbq chicken ham. This one was yummy!

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY!!! <3

i am left with one paper. i'm praying very hard to God, this is my very very last one for sem 3. as the clock strikes 4pm sharp on tomorrow, i'll be stressless.. then will be going out with my coursemates and go home the following day (wed). chickens, i am free to go out with you all.. time to catch up catch up..

s c r e w e d

perhaps i should really find a new way of studying. a way which can really make me fully comprehend and remember by heart, every single thing that i read. i felt so helpless when i was doing those papers. especially those on thursday and friday. i did so terrible this time. i'm just hoping to pass, that's all. not having any higher expectation. just a pass will do. please...
so yeah, i finally couldn't take it and stand the stressn anymore on thursday. i've never had such kind of strong feeling before when i sit for an examination. it was like, i didn't want to continue cracking my head to think of what sorts of craps that i could write out, just for the sake of not leaving the paper blank when i knew the answers are definitely WRONG! felt so helpless and wtf did i study. couldn't think of anything. I am USELESS.
my parents called me a few times that night. i cried. this is the second time i broke down. dad was so worried. he wanted to come to bukit jalil and he found an excuse saying that he intended to send soup for me to drink. but i knew he actually was very very worried. and then he called me for the third time. saying that he was so wanted to see me and he would come after work to fetch me back to ampang. i thought i could pretend to be strong in front of them. but this time, i really couldn't. there are some other things that he told me. guess it's time i better get back to study. ciaoz

ALL THE BEST FOR MY EOS 3!! AND ALSO TO THOSE WHO ARE SITTING FOR THEIR EXAMINATIONS, LENG KAIS SEKALIAN..!!!

all good good luck come to meeee......

sem 3 is a torture, needless to say sem 4 is gonna be a killer!

emotionally disturbed

i've been dreaming alot in these recent days. two of them involve my darling. Out of these 4/5 dreams, there's only one is considered pleasant (as compared to the rest), though it's not very actually. I can't recall much of what I dreamed about. But for what I remember now, this evening i took a nap. The dream was about me preparing to pack all my clothes to get back to Vista. It's kinda real, i don't know why. There's a part about me sitting for the eos but i really can't recall back of how and what happened. I teared. not in the dream. The feeling was like, i am partially imagining something instead of having a dream. It's undescribeale and very confusing. You know, something is spinning around in your brain, which is not under control and it's probably caused by too much of worries. Yeah, i know i should relax a lil. The pressure that i am experiencing right now is what others are having too. It's been quite long since i last had such kind of dream that would make me tear. I just hope this is not a bad sign. God, I am praying to you everyday. Please please please.. Can you hear my prayers?