i am very anxious and i feel really stressed out though if I compare myself to kimmy, andon, hui and maybe teng and mei.. i have two and a half week time to study. but i really think these 3 weeks are not gonna be enough for me to study everything. perhaps it'll just be a scan through. sigh.. why is life so... couldn't it be more wonderful? each day passes so unproductively.. i wasn't able to concentrate fully and memorize the important parts. the shitty thing is i couldn't make it to hit my daily target. i am such a bobo!!!! oh whyyyyyy.....???? i's already 5 am now.. and my target is to finish up 3 more sets of notes.. but it seems impossible.. the parents are going to wake up soon and will start to nag at me for not sleeping. but but but... having his accompany here with me though we are distanced is a bliss (yes, he has his things to do though..) the perasan side of me would just assume that he is staying up is just to be with me.. hahahaha and goshh.. i started to have the 'jealousy' kinda feeling.. just felt that i dislike about something undesirable by most girls.. but in fact, it's just a small lil thing or should I say nothing?? lol alright!! will read a few more slides, at least half of the notes then.. off i'm gonna shut down the pc and lights off!
Good morning people!! have a nice day = ) !!
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