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Peeps, I am very worried about myself. yes, again! most of you know me well. I am the very typical me. I am getting stressed up again after almost a week of raya break. I have yet to get my work done. Thank goodness, I've finished my microbio report and have printed it out. Next, my patho report. Gosh, I am not sure whether what I did is the same as what others do. And gosh, there still some parts which I do not know how to do. Who's on earth now can teach me how? I have not been studying for so many days. I planned to utilize this one week break to finish up all my reports, assignments and projects. My Bioinfo! I have to write 3000 words in essay. Yet, I still have not started to do a single research yet. Whattheheckareyoudoingallthiswhilelowwaifun????? haihz.. Arghh why did I choose to study this? And why would I always say I am enjoying what I am studying right now??? tell me please tell me... See, everyone is sleeping now and I should be having a peace of time to study. But I can't help, after one or two sentences I read my mind starts bringing me to some other parts of the world. from thinking of my worries to my cousin's wedding, my many undone works, my chicks, my honeydew and the bed! I feel bad. I promised my cousin sis that I would be able to be her 'jie mui' for her wedding. Now I am breaking her promise. I am only attending her wedding dinner. Sorry, sis!
I miss my boyfriend. Really miss him. Feel like chatting with him via sms. I want to bring us closer. We need to do things that can bond the two of us. I know I am bad in terms of expressing my love to him and I always talk to him in a very bad manner. I feel bad and sorry for both of my dearest friends for what they are going through right now. Well, that is life. Problems that God gives us to sail through, and to learn. I just want to tell them no matter what, you girls have to stay strong and we are here readily to support each other.
I better get back to what I am supposed to do now.

I feel like calling him and tell him Wo Ai Ni! haha! that's so stupid..