he's now twenty one.

HAPPY BIRTHDAYYY!!!

the 101th

I really need somebody to be with me right now. I'm really scared. Time to study is so deficient. And you're not replying me.
ohh.. you finally did. why is it so?

i need oxygen. man.

my 100th post! finally...

lol

shows that kim kim blogs more than i do. she's got her 101th post already! btw, kimmy, ur phone looks sweet.. i want one too!! haha.. it's pink right? i don't think i saw the wrong colour.. hahah

16th March marks my misery begins. i have to work really hard this time. dearest chickens of mine, lets TAHAN... just three more freaking months.. then we can enjoy.. whose house are we going for sleepover next?

alright i shall stop the playlist from looping one song after another. gotta get back to my notesss.. byeeee





hey hey hey!! i am back here again.. hahahahaha it's 5.02am now. gosh.. lama tak stay up till this hour. i feel like going out and walking down the streets while enjoyin the cool morning breeze. well, although it is not a productive night but i am enjoying every single second of being so awake thru the night. it's just so syiokkkk you know? and one more thing. if you have a company there with you would be perfect. oh yeah.. this afternoon it so happened to meh that this old song of jay chou's was playing in my mind. i was not able to recall the title of the song. the only thing i could relate it to was just mei's old blue panasonic phone. the super small-sized one.. i searched in my playlist but heck, most of jay chou's songs ain't in this computer. so, i googled it out. and there i found and downloaded the song... qing tian!!! remember last time we liked this song very much?? and also jie kou and mei's first love song, qi li xiang? with her hiroshima bomb tale.. omg... these songs are so ze mei i tell you.. brings back all our good old memories. really really wanna turn back time and at least to spend just one care-free school day in SBU with my cutie chicks.

we know that.. it's impossible.. so may those kenangan terindah would stay there FOREVER.

Am really glad and thankful that you are waiting for my yes, willingly. This does not mean that I am testing your patience or to see how long you can wait. But.. It just takes time. You can understand.

= )

come, come..

join me.

give her a big sweat face!
what am I gonna eat then?

and gosh..

i miss you..

CRY and REMORSE

HAIHZZZZ........

I am confused. Really confused. I am sad. Very sad. I am regret. Truely regret. I am guilty. So guilty. I am sorry. Just sorry. I am having a deep down and dark time right now. Super down and dark. I am EMO. EMO like shyte.

Gosh.. Please tell me what to do. I need you. Had been really upset these days. Something unexpected really happened to me. Why??

I missed my lecture this morning. I was woken up by a text message at 8.20am. The moment I looked at the time, I found myself still lying on the bed. Gosh.. I have thought of the possibility for this to happen. I should have gone home yesterday. I really should have. I miss home now. I want to go back so soo much.. Everything that has been happening these days are so not nice. The feeling to know that you've missed a lecturer without intention is just so not good. I knew that 2 hours sleep would not be sufficient. But I just did not want to sleep. .........

What am I doing???!??


I need you girls, chicks..
=(