going in to the battlefield starting tmr. wishing myself good luck and all the best! I can do it like last sem! :))))

oh no.. i just woke up from a two hour nap 10 minutes ago. very scary..

i was brought back to vi where i had to sit for this exam, if not mistaken, forensic science paper. but it's weird. i saw clearly in the dream, i flipped through all the notes, mostly are of forensic science contents but a small number of notes are accounts. wth??! and then, the paper was at 5.00 - 7.00 pm. that time when i happened to ask Yew Siong (my coursemate) about the time, he told me it was already 4.45pm. then, i was really nervous that time because i hadn't finished studying everything yet.. another weird thing.. the venue was at vi's hall with the windows all opened (VI hall doesn't have windows, only doors). you know, outside the hall, there's a corridor and next to it is the basketball court. all students were seated at the corridor studying, including myself. at the beginning when i first arrived at school, i went into the hall and arranged all my stationeries then i walked out to the corridor to study. i could see JJ and Wei Loong both sitting behind me in the hall calmly waiting for the exam to start. the hall was really dark.. there were a few lights blinking at the back of the hall, as in like those in haunted places. all my friends were expressing how scary the hall was. then suddenly, i saw one or two british soldiers in their uniform in dirty green colour standing in front of the hall. i asked them why is the hall condition like that, and everyone was so freaked out. then i woke up.. omg.. it's really scary!!!!

this long abandoned blog has not been forgotten yet,

but it nevertheless is all covered with dusts and starts to rust. lol

let's update a lil about my recent life. sem 5 has ended just like any other sem, with a few blinks (of both eyes). it ended with something unfortunate which i think it was one of the biggest challenges i encountered this year. this series of events include the darling's incident, the business project, the presentation, all the last minute changes which happened to disallow me to get my work done asap, interacting with group members, the rushing to see him, arguements, exams, etc. ... yeah, me and him had been through a tough time where we both had to sit down calmly and think. think of what we actually have done, and should do. it was not an easy decision, yet it took me a very great courage to say that to him. the result was very satisfying. I am glad, i mean, very very very thankful that he's willing to change, which i think partly is because of me. big proof to convince myself the degree of love he has for me huh?? muackss!

and now, i am struggling. it's already the fifth day of my study break. how much i've studied? embarrassing! i just hope that i will be able to pass, with a lil higher hope, with better results to maintain the level at where i am now, able to do my internship, and finally grad! haha.. let's just pray hard.

alright, gtg..
i miss him.

woo hoo!!

off to PD in a bit!! hehe..

holidays are half way over. i'm left with 2.5 weeks. but i think i spent them quite near to perfect. i had enough sleep, watched some series, movies, outings, but just once for a real shopping :(, yum chars, chilling at home, karaoked, more to list out?? haha

no no noooo... i really don't want this to end. tak mau... i want my sweet sweet holidays. despite all the ups and downs i had with my boy, i'm still loving him very much. so miss him right now. i must wait. wait for him to get the training done. yeshhh...

i'm bored now. but the purse is almost as light as a feather. but i have no idea where did they go. oh noo...

yesh!!

Oh.. I'm so glad. very happy, in fact. it's the bestest result I ever get. Very satisfied with this semester's performance. though it pulled me up to a safer zone (could be better in terms of my cgpa), but i hope i will be able to keep it up and do better in the coming semester. thank you God for blessing me all the time. = )

so the exams are over. what's next? enjoy fully before the release of results.

and i still need that anodic energy to move on.

POSITIVITY facilitates me to move on. I can!

i must have faith with myself. i know i can go through this. with confidence and perserverance. just have to give my bestest and everything will be alright. = )

HAPPY FIRST ANNIVERSARY, HUN!!

though it's late and a tad bit saddening. but.. ME HEARTS YOU!!!


ALL THE BEST for my EOS4 and also to other pweedy chickens who had/having/going to have theirs!

my blog is so dead

i hate it i hate it i hate it... argghhhhh........
really hate it when someone goes out, though this someone has full liberty and freedom to go anywhere, do anything. but i totally dislike it. stop being so selfish, myself! and read your notes!!!

it's the 11th month, babehh!! and still counting..

HAPPYANNII LOVEYOU = )

Happy Anniversary!!

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TO MYSELF, MY DARLING AND ALL COUPLES!!

GONG HEY FATT CHOY TO EVERYONE! HOPE EVERYONE HAD A GREAT TIME REUNITING WITH YOUR LOVED FAMILY MEMBERS..

I just hope that i can cope with everything. my studies, assignments, reports, presentaions, tests, everything.

I have a feeling that I am not going to fully enjoy this festive season.

I can't see my valentine. how sad is that.

= )

i intended to do my report. some research on the net to find some pcs of info to guide me with the discussion. but i am just too damn lazy and they are not search-able, wth..

haihz.. i shall sleep early tonight..

yays!! tmr pasar malam.. i wanna get my chan chu lai char!!!

i just need a

BREAK. a break that i can get rid of all the assignments, pbls, reports and everything. Please give me time to study! I want to study!

hello 2010!!

so yeah, this is my first post of the year. would like to wish everyone a late Happy New Year! Well, the starting of the year was pretty ok. ok as in, nothing bad happened. I got my biggest gift for last year, that is i passed my Microbio resit! was so so so happy though I knew I was going to pass with flying colours (in comparison to my EOS). = P it's been quite some time since i really blogged about what's going on in my life and surroundings. ok let's see..

dec last year, like i mentioned. the worst day of the year was when I collected my EOS result. I really really felt it's like the end of the world for me. was really really sad that i felt no matter how much tears flow from my eyes, that's not gonna change my results. i felt like i'm such a rubbish, how could I fail????!! it's worst than dying i guess. With all supports from my family and friend, Hallelujah i passed! then my bao2 bei2 came back. but only for a month. we hang out together alot, movies, gossips, sleepovers, makans, yum chars, night market, etc... how i wish if we could do all these all the time. having lotsa fun and enjoying life. no studies, no exams, no worries. only joys and laughters! we can make it happen! hahah

new year's eve/new year was so-so. not much that we did together. just a normal outing for we girls. but this year i had my darling with. counting down till the last second of 2009. one really funny and 'fai' thing we did that night was going (dropping by) at Vincent's place. Just to get some drinks and to discuss where's the next stop. lol

i mustn't fail this semester again!.. peeps, i need your support physically, emotionally, verbally or ... financially?? haha i have to be extra hardworking and study whenever i have the free time. i hope i can really do this.

last night/this morning. we had an arguement again. it all started with me (i think). hmm i think it's a misunderstood. yes it is. i wasn't really upset about it but keep thinking is it right for him to treat me like this. although we have nothing now, but i am still not in the mood of talking to him. in the please-leave-me-alone-i-don't-want-to-talk mood. haihz

i'm sleepy. hope that i will wake up and do my work later.